Only One Miracle!

March 18, 2021

I am in my bed, looking out the window. Some people are playing tennis. Others walk on the beach. For some, life has not changed a bit. They continue their routines whatever they are, worried about little things, getting angry at their spouse or kids or someone at work… life goes on and they they seem to take it for granted.  A month ago I was walking on the beach as well. I too, had no idea things will deteriorate so fast. That in just a couple of weeks I will watch others do what I love so much to do, and I will watch it from bed…

So what’s now? Until now I was pretty much saying good bye to this beautiful world. And yet, I think, what if there is a miracle possible? Am I willing to scratch it all up? What if it’s a tiny little chance, it is still a chance at life, and that’s huge!

I started allowing little cracks to open for miracles. I am starting an Israeli class on zoom today that might help me see other perspectives. I wonder what this is going to be about and if I will have the strength to stay awake throughout. I wrote a little affirmation next to my bed and it says: “I am healing my body, mind and spirit. I trust the Universe’s healing energy. Please bring peace and love to me, my family and the world” My kids supported me with that. Roy with his never giving up, and Ariella with her artistic talent to make this look just right and beautifully illustrated.

The beautiful wall next to my bed is slowly filling up with pictures the grandkids painted, affirmations and special photographs. Happy.  Working on moving my thoughts from just passive to a more active positive outlook. Who knows? I only pray for ONE miracle!