The visit to the Chemotherapy center moves from something dark to something light and uplifting. I also realize, that because of Covid we stayed away from personal contact with people. I can see how much I miss that human connection.

I am looking at this living life from the point of view that some things get into my list of “I do not have time for that” or “That takes too much energy”, or “that’s too vain, waist of time and money”, or other sayings I have taken on as living inside of.

For me, everything was very ok for long and beautiful 71 years. I have been so fortunate to never been sick, never been in a hospital, never been treated for anything. I am so grateful for that.

It occurred to me that a big part of living under the cloud of cancer, is the obsession with survival, or putting lots of effort on what else can be done.

I am the only one that has the key to how my life goes. No other person has the power to control me. It is my perception that put me in prison, not reality or someone else…

So what is love? For me, Love is an ongoing process of self-discovery. Love is where as humans, we get the opportunity to look at how much we play from our ego and separateness and how much from the heart, from understanding and compassion.

I was thinking of how we get in our head into a certain reality and make it what is so, totally forgetting this is only the way the world occurs to us at that moment. It is so easy to forget…

Let's all erase the words: “Later”, “one day”, “when I have more time” … If you have a thought, idea, passion you would like to explore or do, DO IT NOW!